DECLARATION:
                            After having a life changing event happen about 6 years ago, which was, I tried killing myself via hanging. My life has changed. At that final moment my body was tingling and shaking which felt like nothing I had ever felt. I felt as if I was floating but I was standing. The moment I accepted it and closed my eyes, the bright light grew and came right into me. It was a peace and calmness that I can not compare to anything I had ever felt and have yet to feel again. I then remember waking up on the floor, alive... While I was in the hospital an Angel in human form came to me. She told me.... Your children need you. You need to be here for your children...... I have never been the same since. I have been filled with questions that I had yet to find an answer that felt true. Only bits and pieces but never whole. I have been trying to learn awareness and work on keeping myself healthy and happy. I grew a strong passion for knowledge. I went back to school and began trying to live a true and honest life. I am married, me and my wife have wonderful kids, 2 boys and 1 girl. We are rekindling our relationship and growing. Since I first saw the words from the Q R Beth, I have changed once again. I felt the spiritual connection within myself. The clarity and information stopped me in my tracks. I was living in a daze and fogginess. I was finding love and honesty in the words of the book. I am once again filled with questions but this, this it feels good. It feels right. I have never been part of any religious group or church. My parents did not go to church or push any religion onto me. Therefore I truly do not know what it initials to become a Hitteon. I do not know, yet I have no fear. It is the opposite, I'm being drawn. My guidance has put me here. What I do know is I am ready to take that next step. I am open for a path that I don't not know where it will go. I would like to live the Hitteon way. Please understand that I come with questions. For this is all new and I am still trying to grasp it all. Therefore I humbly and honorably ask and say. May I be a Hitteon. I want to be a Hitteon. Thank you Thank you Thank you!         -Jeffrey DaSilva